As some of you may or may not know I am a hermit in disguise. I love to be home and spend time at home. I can curl up with a good book, movie, puzzle, playing with the girls, pretty much anything. I'm afraid as of late that I am teaching my beautiful almost 4 year old how to be a hermit. A part of me feels bad as I honestly don't know how to break out of this hermit stage I live in. How do you open up to people when being home is a complete new life to me and I feel like an imbecile towards anything mum related.
My question is, should I feel bad about this? Should I be pushing her more to play with her friends when there are days she just wants to stay home & be in her jammies all day? I feel bad that I don't have the faith or trust in myself to handle a bundle of little girls to manage their drama without interference or that I want to shield her from being hurt.
Anywho, youngest is crawling & crying now. One day I'll get back on & write more.
6 years ago
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