Today was an incredibly hard day at the office for me. I received a phone call around lunch time from an employee working in Washington. He was asking about start cards for the drilling and needed help sorting it out. I explained to him I didn't know how much help I'd be as all my files were sent to Fontana, CA in February. Sadly for me he kept asking and insisting that I'd be able to help.

This situation has been happening more & more often for me. That employee's I could help have been calling me needing help. Yet they don't realize that I am know a Mushroom and don't know anything when it comes to the projects they are on. Either the files are no longer in my office or I can't get the individual offices to return my calls or emails. It just makes the day incredibly hard for me. Especially having the feeling that I am basically useless to the field guys who I used to be able to help no problem.

I know I know everyone has bad days at work it just seems like mine is lasting months not just days. And I'm losing hope for being happy with the company, even with changing divisions.

I don't know why this phone call was any different than the others but I just lost it. Had to go outside and just let it out. I think I lasted another 30 minutes before I left for the day. I've just had it with work. Which makes me really want to jump ship whether it be within the same drilling business or get out of it entirely.

Honestly right now I just want to run away from everything and hide in my sweet cousin's grotto picture. At least there I'd have a beautiful view that would help brighten my day.